Alhamdulillah, this month marks six months since I arrived in London, United Kingdom – the land of the Queen. Only now have I found the time and emotional space to share my experience of setting foot in Europe for the very first time. The opportunity to step beyond the borders of my homeland has truly been one of the most beautiful blessings. I am deeply grateful. It feels like a ‘gift’ from Allah in return for all the struggles, sacrifices, and trials I have endured in my journey as a humble seeker of knowledge.
Indeed, His plans are always perfect. Although the early stages of preparing to move abroad felt overwhelming and burdensome, particularly in managing everything alone, I see now how everything fell into place in its own time. As the eldest daughter, I carry the weight of responsibility and expectations — a role that is far from easy. It is even more challenging when you are used to prioritising your family, especially your parents, above all else.
Time passes swiftly. As we celebrate our successes and live the dreams we once held as children, we may not realise that our beloved parents have aged. Alhamdulillah, by Allah’s grace and love, I saw the joy and pride on their faces before I left. That alone gave me the strength and peace I needed to embark on this journey.
I am currently based at University College London (UCL), a prestigious institution known for its academic excellence. I am grateful to be granted the opportunity to pursue my Postdoctoral Research here. The flexible working environment and the highly structured, collaborative work culture have had a significant impact on my productivity. I hope to carry this discipline and efficiency back with me to Malaysia in the future.
One of the things I find most captivating about London is the change of seasons — each bringing its own unique beauty. I am still adapting to the winter here, but spring has been truly enchanting. Trees that once stood bare have now come to life, blooming with green leaves and delicate flowers. It is breathtaking.
I pray that I am able to fulfill my responsibilities here to the best of my ability, while also continuing to grow and discipline myself to become the best version of who I can be. Life calls for constant self-reflection and a sincere desire for growth. May Allah bless the remaining days of this life with meaning and purpose.
Warm regards,
Dr. Nuur
Queensway, London
11 May 2025